Signs of the schizophrenia that would ultimately claim him began to surface in his late teens, but were dismissible as teenage angst, or an artistic temperament, or a developmental phase. Also possessed of a profound intellect, John graduated from Evergreen State College in 1976 with a degree in math and physics. He talked of being a university level math professor, and in his sketch pads theorems were worked out alongside drawings.
By his early twenties, his mental illness was undeniable. His family devoted themselves to caring for him, but John disappeared for long stretches of time, hitchhiking around the country, reappearing much the worse for wear, staying with his family until he regained some health, then disappearing again. These cycles continued, his condition deteriorating, until he disappeared from his family for the last time shortly before his 39th birthday.
John’s parents searched for him until their respective deaths. His sister took up the search, hampered as her parents had been by privacy and confidentiality laws and by the vastness of the space into which someone can disappear. Seventeen years after John disappeared, Liz learned his fate. She also learned that at the end of his life, on the last day of his life, he was seen carrying a guitar.